Is not something that anyone wants to do. But as someone who’s made plenty of mistakes in the past, it’s been something that God has been telling me that I have to do. Over the past year I’ve grown, I’ve built up discipline, I’ve prayed, I’ve cried out to God time and time again. And no matter how much I “think” I deserve to be happy and healthy it’s just not what’s happened. I can’t bargain with God and convince him not to take me through what he’s taking me through, He’s going to do just what he wants to put me through. I have no say, I don’t even know the outcome. All I can do is Trust in Him and know that He is God and he’s by my side always.
Christianity isn’t about living a perfect life. It’s about going through life’s struggles knowing that you’re loved by a perfect God and that you’re not alone.