With Valentine’s Day here I thought I’d share some thoughts that have been going back and forth in my head lately. I also said that I would dedicate this post to the men that have been reading along as well. Even though some may find this to not be a very “warm” post, I will remind you that I’m not here to be mean or to condemn anyone for anything they’ve done. I am here to share my thoughts and experiences. With that being said I’ll begin by sharing a little situation that I found myself in not too long ago.
This guy had been asking me out through one of my social media pages for months. I’ve declined numerous times by making excuses or just not responding. Finally one day it really got to me, so I told him, “You ask me out a lot. I’m going to decline again.” He apologized and said he wouldn’t do it again and continued to message me saying he’s sorry and that he didn’t mean to be rude or annoying.
But he was…
And I was fed up not only because of his approach (abrupt and continuous) but he was persistent in a way that made me feel uncomfortable. I notice that some men believe just because someone asks you out “politely” you should go out with them. What I think they neglect to realize is that women don’t naturally choose people to hang out with like men do. I don’t want to make it sound as though this man is some sort of predator but I don’t know. I honestly don’t know him from a can of paint. I would’ve thought by him knowing I wasn’t interested, he could’ve simply channeled that energy somewhere else or with someone that was. I’ve also found myself in other situations where someone was interested in me however, the feelings were not mutual. What has always annoyed me was my guy friends “jokingly” asking me why I won’t give them a chance perhaps since I had been single for so long. In this case, something really isn’t better than nothing and I declined because I didn’t want to and I don’t really need a reason to not want to go out with someone.
It’s as if some men think because they asked you out politely, ask you how your day is going, compliment you, that it should be enough to prove that they’re a “good guy” and that it’s enough for you to go out with them. But it’s just giving the bare minimum. How can one assume that someone is good just because they showed simple manners? It’s madness is what it is. And sometimes we women don’t realize it but we treat God in a similar way. We give Him the bare minimum. We’ll go to church on Sundays, we “tithe” or give an offering. Not the full 10% but we give what we can and because of this we are giving God the bare minimum and start to believe that it’s enough for Him to reward us a man because of it. It’s such a funny world we live in, especially as single Christian men and women viewing things from different perspectives. I can’t tell you how to date or who to date, just know that when the right one does come along you won’t have to question it or feel apprehensive about it.
I guess you want the full explanation of why I declined? Well other than me not knowing him, I just didn’t feel like it was a good idea. It wasn’t because he asked me out on the platform he did, I just believe that there is a way to pursue a woman that shouldn’t be so…harsh. In addition to that, I simply was not interested in him and the least I could do was give him a clear answer. I respect people and I didn’t want to just ignore his offers either. I wasn’t going to go out with him under any circumstance because I know how it feels to hang out with someone you’re interested in and them not feel the same way. Being in this situation allowed me to think of my own attractions to men and how boundaries have helped me from developing feelings for men who have no interest in me romantically. I’ve only had about two “real” crushes in my adult years and it took awhile for me to realize that it wasn’t going anywhere and once I did I told myself that I was done. But the moment they showed me just the slightest bit of interest, I was back in. It took some time but I came to realize that we are all entitled to who we like and who we don’t like. I’m not for everyone and that’s okay. Everyone isn’t for me and that is also okay because if you were truly meant to be in my life then God would have you be there.
Today is a day meant for love. Whether you’ve found it yet or not, continue praying for it, keep hoping for it and remember this ladies, you are vulnerable, not desperate!
– Angelica